Thursday, November 02, 2006
YAYness
I have officially accepted christ today (2nov2006)!
i cried when i heard of the tragic news
but now...i am no longer crying as my father says i have to be strong
my mum is worried for me...(for some reasons...)she thinks i cannot handle stress....(i must show her i can!)
surprisingly my mum is strong!she rawks!
she cried badly when she heard of the news
my dad counselled her.she is now fine.
i cried like i have never cried before..
it is so unlike 2ho6 parting
we can still see everyone again
it is just that we are not in the same class
seriously...i have tot it thru
if u were me....u would now look back and think...why would i cry over just some separation....
i have cried about 3 times this month
it isn't a nice feeling
among the three
the-most-not-suppose-t0-cry-thing is 2ho6 parting
BUTBUT.the sadness i am feeling can never be compared to wat my other family members are feeling
to my dear denise:dun be so sad kae...we shd listen to wat jn say ''life is all about moving on''
YES u can cry!let out ur emotions dear
dun suppress it!LET IT OUT!
deppression can kills
to amanda:if u are feeling down...feel free to talk to anyone...esp jianing since she is a good counsellor
seriously this year is a badbadbadbadbad Xinfinity YEAR
I hate it.....
but i cnt do anything alr!wat is done is done.
i am so sorry i do not feel like saying wat had just happened
when the time is ripe i shall tell you guys!
still deciding whether i shd go to chalet or not.i hope i will think it thru and spend a memorable time with 2ho6.
my mum allows me to go...but i will feel bad...but wat done is done.staying at hme dosen help yea...maebe going to chalet and enjoying myself...
it will be better!
STUPID....another news...i tell u...reporters sarks.(fullstop)
i shall stay happy and pray that nx year would be a GOODGOOD year!
BYEBYE
WEILE C=
we made history @ 1:12 AM
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